One Must Imagine Sisyphus Happy

“Man starts over again everyday, in spite of all he knows, against all he knows.”
― Emil Cioran


A few weeks back, I was sitting in the food court of a mall with some friends having Taco Bell and I had just finished reading 'Nausea' by Jean-Paul Sartre. In the book's Afterword, the editor mentioned Albert Camus drawing comparisons and parallels between the two greats. The editor also mentioned the famous conclusion from Camus' The Myth of Sisyphus - one must imagine Sisyphus happy. This thought was left lingering in my mind. I carried it with me for a few days until that evening in that food court where I saw something which etched it permanently in my brain. I had a moment of epiphany. I saw a woman who was not well; you could see she was suffering physically just by the look of her. She was handed over a tray of food from a shop and struggled to hold it together. Her hands were shaking and a person standing next to her had to support the tray so it did not fall on the floor. That man held the tray together and helped the lady to her table. It was a daunting affair to watch someone struggle to complete such a minuscule task. I got back to my tacos but after a few moments, I looked at her again. A man had accompanied her at her table. To my surprise, they were clicking pictures of the food and taking selfies - smiling. I was perplexed and a bit frustrated. I could not fathom their need to project themselves happy for either memories or social media. I could not understand their need to tell someone or themselves that they were having fun or that things were quite perfect when I had just seen that they were far from good, let alone perfect.
At that exact moment, the thought hit me. One must imagine Sisyphus happy. We are condemned to make choices throughout our life. The very freedom we believe is our salvation hinges upon us making choices for every moment of our consciousness and that takes a toll on us. It is an impossible feat to get through a day. And if you achieve it, the means used are beyond any ridicule. You must do what you need to do to live throughout the day. If it means taking selfies and photos of your food, then be it. If that little action gives your morsels of happiness to live another day, no one in the world has the right to judge it or you. I must imagine you are happy. I cannot from a viewer's standpoint tell you that it's all vain, that your life sucks and that your efforts are meaningless. You are aware of that and you are making choices and taking actions to get through it and that is all that matters. Tomorrow the struggle will start again but that does not make today fruitless. If we are doomed to make choices throughout our existence we will make those that help us get through it, therefore, one must imagine Sisyphus happy.

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